Poetry
Metaphors and em-dashes and rhymes, oh my!
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The Gist of 2019
Selected Poems
My Dream
I’m searching for you Between the trees at night With my headlamp on Turning the forest into a movie set Flood lights like pickup trucks With empty beds To carry you home when I find you
The Stretch
worn-in thoughts the hole in my sock where my toe gets stuck in wandering tree-lined paths and the sunset looks the same no matter the season
Eaten Alive
guppies and seagulls piranhas and vultures picking away at all of our cultures yellows and browns dulled by white pinks leftover paint washed down the sink mother, at the table father there too all whites and one puerto rican what shall you do make jokes about where she hides her switch blade of course you see i’ve laughed through the uncomfortableness time after time but in the meantime my mom’s patience is working overtime i’m caught like a crime i haven’t committed between being mad for us all when they get off acquitted and a hard place and our struggles are different and varied and the secrets we carry are buried beneath a sheath waiting to unleash the sword of righteousness and slice your closed minds open now i hate to make generalizations but exceptions are far and few between it's just that our problems are real but those in power aren’t so keen you don't see what we mean or find it obscene just go back to the routine of reading seventeen magazine and watching food network to find out how to copy our cuisine so how long will our world be a library open to public consumption but every time we try to speak up we get hushed pushed rushed shushed brushed aside into the tide and you laugh as we walk the plank yelling ‘it’s only a prank’ and whispering about how we should thank you for letting us aboard in the first place you forget this was [is] our ship too so here we are in the country of the bald eagle labeled illegals guppies and seagulls piranhas and vultures (Based on Joseph Mallord William Turner’s Detail of Fish Attacking Slave)
Unfortunate Thoughts
What do I look like all the way up here? Staring down at you with an armful of love letters and eyes like empty mailboxes The weather is hot And each night I try to cool myself with droplets of your tears But they just tickle as they trickle down my back Nothing down there looks real You–the ant under my foot’s growing shadow
Snakes
a million miles away won't feel like shit you're still pressed tightly to my self a second skin I'm trying to shed I've got new scales under here if only you'd leave so they can show
I'll Be Everything One Day
All of it will be mine Everything I want and need From my dreams--deep or sudden It'll sit on my coffee table among the plants and empty mug Catching that specific light in the afternoon that makes me want to take its picture I'll build it with my own hands Gather the things I desire in a basket at my hip As I walk Pluck them from the trees and watch them as they fall Take a rag and squeeze out the drops of sweat Use it all to sculpt the sun for myself I may wax and wane Cry with the moon and look up at it Or back at it Staring out the car window Trying to follow it in the sky Behind shifting trees and clouds and telephone poles Wishing Pleading Fighting with the wind Moving the hair from my face as it whips and flies about But it will all be mine And time will be so kind My clothes will fit just right and come off even better And my bed will accept me at the end of the day With nothing but a sheet and a blanket As it needs to do nothing more
Temptation
the serpent in the apple tree i saw you but i reached my hunger made me gutsy still--at the bite--i screeched the venom ran down my vein the apple fell like art but truly i should not complain i let you wound my heart
Infuriating
trying to be honest no one listens everyone sees our lips moving in a straitjacket of misunderstanding and being ignored struggling against the fabric as they watch in horror you think I look pretty when I'm angry
Disconnected
You were suddenly boyish in the streetlamp moonlight A form I’d never seen you take before He melted on the stairs out front And I never saw him again At times you seemed to shape shift before my very eyes I’d often find myself unable to recognize the person staring back at me Always meeting you all over again Stringing together parts trying to make a whole Make a stranger my lover Make him better than his others You’d lean in for a kiss And somewhere deep down it felt unwelcome Muscle memory can only take you so far
"Reconnect" - The Playlist Series
I just wanna rewind time try again with you I don't know what you want I only know without you I die a little bit this is me trying to live
worn-in thoughts
the hole in my sock where
my toe gets stuck in
wandering tree-lined paths and
the sunset looks the same
no matter the season
Reconnect
Snakes
Snakes
The Stretch
a million miles away
won't feel like shit
you're still pressed tightly to my self
a second skin I'm trying to shed
I've got new scales under here
if only you'd leave so they can show
Snakes
trying to be honest
no one listens
everyone sees our lips moving
in a straitjacket of misunderstanding and being ignored
struggling against the fabric as they watch in horror
you think I look pretty when I'm angry
Infuriating
I just wanna rewind time
try again with you
I don't know what you want
I only know without you
I die a little bit
this is me trying to live